Yesterday was a failure. I managed to get basically nothing done. I failed at blackjack, I failed at meeting ppl...and I didn't get to chill with anyone because they bailed on me. Such is life in tahoe though.
I did get to go on a huge bike ride though...so that was really fun. And I got to talk to alot of people about life in the afternoon so I enjoyed that. Realized conversation really isn't all that difficult and it's enjoyable if you get someone who's good at talking too.
Then I had dreams that tore me down and haunt me like a whisper in the wind. I can't quite remember what they were, I just know they were terrible and that they put me in a really bad state of mind. But then I went back to bed praying...and I got to dream about skiing and I loved it.
Then I got up and talked to Christina my good friend, and Michelle my other real good friend. Put on some taylor swift...and flip my frown to a smile. It's coming up on 11 and I think I'm going to go out and look for a new guitar. Go to starbucks get some coffee...and just walk around and watch some ppl up in this town called South Lake. Maybe I'll pretend to be a tourist up here for the next few days...act my way through the day. I don't know yet...all I know is that I LOVE being bipolar.
I experiance all forms of emotion and in huge swings. So God bless you all, and I sure hope today turns out okay...
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