Yeah so it's been a while. I've been working and fighting a cold -_- and making money gambling :D I've come to the conclusion that I wasted the last 2.5 years of my life with jade. I mean, she wont' even be my friend anymore. I put time and effort into that relationship and she just throws it away. Pisses me off to no end, but hey, at least I know her true colors and never married her. God help who does marry her. If anyone can make it that long with her ^_^ but I still pray for her and everyone that I don't like. I'm trying to be a better person so it's what I have to do.
I've found lots of new music that I love and a concert on the 30th of next month in s/f will be the perfect end to summer. I'm nervous about school and going back, but I have some killer friends up there, and I'll be living with some fun people so it'll be fun. And I'll be productive with mathematics and music. I have to get ready to take the GRE's so I can apply to vet school...since I haven't studied for the MCAT I have to get my vet degree then go to a school that takes vet ppl to become a human dr.
And yet, I have to start getting this music thing down. I'm good at guitar, but lyrics have left me. I have to get that fixed and start recording. This is my year...2010...I'll be finishing up my first full record/demo and start sending it out before may...and have my BS in mathematics by may, hopefully be accepted into vet schools and/or grad schools...life is looking up despite the loss of 2 years.
I'm too busy for love. I may have time for it in the future...but right now...I have to much to focus on and to much to do. I have the best of friends to give me company, I don't need anything sexual, and so...my life shall go on and I shall focus on what needs to be finished... there ain't no reason things are this way... I can't explain why I live this way, we do it everyday...
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