international...

Lea's dad died today...god bless his soul and god help lea...pray for her yes...

So quick post today...work was fun and busy...I work again in 6 hours -_- then I gambled and made 40...and then I got invited to an international party. Let me tell you...I think internationals are so much cooler than americans...they know how to party and dance...bad assness! I think I'm destined to be something bigger than just a 9-5 job or even a dr because I always get these bad ass ppl drawn to me...and I don't even know how. I got to meet marco today...and he's been playing guitar for 11 years...so we got the numbers and now we're going to chill...and when I go over seas next year I'm going to get to go chill at his place and he's going to throw a fat party.

I also listened to I Nine today...very good band...

Jade still haunts me...like a ghost in the wind...always there but never fully visulized... Logically there is NO reason I should even care anymore...but the heart isn't logical is it...? -sighs- Morals suck...Love sucks...and it all just gets me down at times. But Like I told lea today...Love IS what makes the world go round...so Love with all you can and you'll experiance the world to it's fullest...so I'll never stop. I just realize it sucks not knowing who you're loving... -sighs- and then getting tricked and what you really love isn't there...so what then? ^_^

Love Reign O'er Me...